I'm just gunna give a list

-Just had my lovely daughter Tyler on Feb/28

-S/O and I are currently together

- S/O works from 8am-4:30pm

-Goes to his homeboys house almost everyday of the week right after work and comes home high most of the time

-I wash clothes, load and unload the dishwasher, breastfeed tyler, clean the house, fold clothes, hang his jackets when he throws them on the couch when he comes home, pack his lunch (every now and again), cook (sometimes. I don't really know how to cook that well but he's teaching me), I change Tyler's diapers all the time, I pick his shirts up off the floor when he drops him when he comes home, EVERYDAY ALL DAY.

-I'm new to Maryland I have no friends.

-I can't go anywhere because I'm very vulnerable due to current birth, and because Tyler's so young and I am usually the only one home all day.

-during night time - Early morning

11PM-7AM) I am the only one changing her diapers (he hasn't changed a diaper in a week). He does not offer, he dosnt ask "Baby you want me to take care of this one?" he usually pats my back and trys to calm me down because after a few,you get used to it, but it frustrates you (I WOULD NEVER SHAKE MY BABY OUTTA FRUSTRATION!)

-Is this what it's like to be a housewife? I'm lonely all day :'( I'm cleaning up behind him alot, I'm doing alot all the time, and during my free time I'm very tired and exhausted....someone please help me or guide me :'(.

(I feel since he's the provider the least I could do is do everything for the baby...:'( I feel my energy draining...