F**** Omg !!!!!!6 years 2 spontaneous abortions and I’m done trying it’s so frustrating just thinking I’m getting old and everyone and I mean even crack heads can have Babys whit all the drugs they consume.... I don’t know what I did in life to deserve no kids but help me Lord because I’m just giving up if this is what God wants then so be it... I pray for this Anger to go away and frustration.... Please pray for me and my husband as I feel like my marriage is going down the drain.... don’t send me any baby dust because that doesn’t help send me your prayers as I feel that can help..😰😫😭 Please Thank you 🙏🏻 to everyone that took the time to reed my post.

Update #1✨

It’s been along year of prayers from when I wrote this post......on the 4th of July 2019 wee took a driving trip to Tijuana Mexico to celebrate and visit some of my family members for the weekend, we had a great time but I was feeling really irritated because one of my wisdom teeth was really hurting so I decided to go to the dentist out there and scheduled an appointment to take one of my wisdom teeth out it was very horrific it was a two hour procedure and I was completely awake for it.....as the dentist is doing her job I can feel my heart just pounding beating so hard I was really annoyed I just wanted it to be over...finally when she took it out I was so relieved....,after I was really hungry so me and my husband went to go get pizza...not the best choice after your wisdom teeth getting pulled out but I was really craving it and I just love pizza in general.... well our weekend was over and we had to drive back home I slept through the whole ride home a whole 8 hours I was so tired I never felt so tired in my life.

The next morning on Monday, July 8 I decided to take a pregnancy test due to my nipples burning the whole 4th of July weekend and just feeling really weird and hungry especially because my husband started getting really sleepy and he was just always tired he felt just how I felt.. and I just stood in the bathroom waiting for a negative just thinking It was all in my mind like always ... and just when I thought I had lost hope those two little pink lines came out it was positive!!!! I could not believe my eyes I scream so hard my husband came running to the door just asking me if I was OK I couldn’t hide it I showed him and he was so happy he was so excited 😆 Finally my rainbow baby was sent to me. ✨

🤰🏻I’m due March 13 2020.. I’m praying 🧎‍♀️ for a healthy baby.. I’m currently 32 weeks now and it’s been a long journey I’m super excited to meet my baby Girl.

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