I can’t stop thinking about last night 😩💦

Kissing becomes needy and heavy and I can feel him pressed up hard against me throbbing. He just came back from 2 weeks away so I know he missed me as much as I missed him! My damn period arrived that morning so I knew sex and foreplay for me were off the table but I desperately wanted to please him but I’m very submissive in the bedroom and also shy as until last night we hadn’t done anything sexual (taking things slow - years of friendship recently turned relationship 2 months ago ❤️)

As he became more aroused he expressed his need for me and I said how much I wished my period didn’t arrive early and that I really needed him too. Kissing and caressing me all over, he stops to brush his finger across my lips and says he loves my full lush lips and has been having dreams of them wrapped around his cock. He grabbed my hand and guided it to feel his arousal which I happily obliged. I started to tease him touching gently before applying more pressure and rhythm as I also playfully sucked his finger and went back to kissing him, gently biting his lip (which I know sends him wild) and kissing and biting his neck. I then pull back and kissed him sweetly saying goodnight.

At first he accepts this and pulls me in close while still caressing me lovingly, he whispers in my ear my name and that he loves me and has for years 🥰 It’s the most genuine time I’ve heard it in my life. He tells me he will always have my best interest at heart and never expect me to do something I wasn’t comfortable with or did not want to. I tell him I know and I trust him completely and would do anything to please him because I love him too.

He then places his hand around my throat with that perfect amount of pressure where you get that adrenaline rush and it feels soooo good, but you can still breath and it just feels amazing (iykyk! So many people can’t do this properly) immediately he awakens that sub in me that wants to submit and serve. He smiles while looking into my eyes and says he loves hearing my breathing change. While still applying pressure to my throat he starts kissing my neck before letting go and allowing his hands to wander.

He starts playing with my nipples before complimenting them and taking them in his mouth. He then enjoys putting me into positions that he wants to take me in when my period stops and the pressure of him surrounding me, pushing against me and touching me turns me on 😈

As he works his way over my entire body watching me intently and listening to my breathing to see how I react to certain touch, positions etc. he gets close enough to whisper in my ear, now are you going to be a good girl for me?

Looking him in the eyes and biting my lip I nod. He asks me again and again I nod. His hand goes back around my throat and he says I need to hear you say it. I manage to breathlessly let out a needy yes. Yes what? He demands… yes sir 🥵

He says good girl and tells me what he wants while gently having his fist in my hair to guide me.

I take my time to work down his body from his lips until I reach the tip, while maintaining eye contact I take him and enjoy the satisfaction as his breathing changes and I can feel his restraint from not hurting me while holding my hair and head but needing more of me while he manages to let out, good girl, that’s my girl. I take all of him and settle into a rhythm I can see he is enjoying until I feel him pulsing down the back of my throat as he cums. I swallow as I continue to please him and drain him dry.

Certainly not a crazy experience. But the way my body feels and reacts to him just from his tone of voice, the way I melt and get needy when he asks me something and says, understood? (In and out of the bedroom) The way he pushes me out of my shyness and comfort zone, the way he takes his time to love, appreciate and touch every inch of me and watches me reading my body and breathing because he genuinely wants to please me too.

He gives me all the warm fuzzy feelings of both need and total peace and contentment just by being around me.

I’m mid 30s and dabbled in bdsm with previous partners but nothing physical can compare to someone who understands and captures you on that deeper emotional level and truly appreciates you and has your best interests at heart even when dominating you 🥰 I wish I could better describe the feeling. It’s incredible ❤️ When you know you know!

I cannot wait until next week where he doesn’t need to hold back. 🥵💦😈❤️

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