These last few days have been a complete blur. But have been nothing short of amazing.

My pregnancy was far from easy, and just 2 days ago I couldn’t wait to have my body back to myself, to be able to walk without being in pain, to be able to breathe, to be able to lay on my tummy😫... but more importantly to hold my sweet baby in my arms.

After a complicated/terrifying labor(I was losing a lot of blood) Na’meira made her appearance and me nor daddy has left her side since. 💕

And starting last night I have felt a little uncomfortable in my skin... (not appearance) but just felt off... I say that to say after being home since around 1pm today and getting settled in. Na’meira was sound asleep in her bassinet and Greg and I were relaxing in bed and I decided to get up, go downstairs and get a drink. He asked me if I could put baby on his chest for him, and I said “let’s let her sleep in her bassinet for awhile then I will, all we’ve been doing is holding her” he said “okay” in an understanding voice.

I get downstairs and my heart started feelin funny. Open the fridge and I started tearing up... my hand instantly touched my belly and I realized it was the first time I had been somewhat alone in 9 whole months... the first time it was just me all by myself... And it was weirdly uncomfortable... I missed her and I was literally just downstairs🤦🏽‍♀️😫

I walk back upstairs, walk over to baby, pick her up, kiss her little face and quickly go put her on her dads chest. (He looked confused considering I just told him let’s let her lay in her bassinet for awhile) and I looked at him holding back tears and said “I’m sorry, I forget this is your first baby sometimes, your first daughter, you deserve to soak up all the moments... give her all the love you want especially now” 💕 (he smiled probably in amazement considering it’s not often I’m this vulnerable)

And as I lay here next to the both of them, I can’t help to just appreciate how blessed I am.

Greg was amazing through the pregnancy, the labor, and has been nothing but loving, understanding, and supportive to me and Na’meira since she was born.

And the undeniable love he has for his daughter warms my heart.

As for me... I’m gonna lay here and enjoy every second... because I know this is the last time I will get to live This day... have this exact feeling. Feel this exact love 💗

We are right where we are supposed to be💕🥰👶🏽👨‍👩‍👧

Sorry for the long post!

Momma Out😘

April babies 19’