Guys im having some bad anxiety. I’ve been stating home for 2 weeks now, the only fresh air i get is out of the window.

My husband just got 3 months leave from work and we’ve been staying home together.

My mom, dad, sister, niece and i are really close and i miss them sooo sooo much... people say you can go see them, just keep the distance etc but i am to scared to do so. My mom has diabetes and dad has blood pressure, and im 15w pregnant.

I have to cook and clean everyday and i get tired so easily bcs of the pregnancy. My husband helps me a little but not like when mom came over and helped out.

Everyday i feel like im loosing it cuz i keep thinking that i have sore throat or i can’t breathe. I know it is just anxiety, i used to use meds but i stopped when i learned i was pregnant. So i am learning to cope with it now. Keep saying i am ok, my family’s ok at their home, and this time will pass and things will go back to normal before my baby girl comes. I just got married 5 months ago and keep thinking maybe it was already hard for me and now with this...

I live in Turkey, people keep saying that the given numbers of the coronavirus cases are false but i try to stay calm.

I was smoking before and during my pregnancy, i was planning on quitting but with all the stress i guess smoking is now my only relief. I know most of you will judge me but i don’t think i care at this moment.

I am scared of not being able to see my family again, not being able to give birth to my baby in a happy world, i am scared of dying or losing someone i love.

I know many of you out there are feeling the same way, but how many of you think that it will all be ok in 3 months tops? Because i really want my mom to be with me at the last months of my pregnancy.. i want to be able to go out, spend time with the people i love.

I hope that for all of us this will be a really bad nightmare-like story that one day we will be telling to our kids.

By the way, what do you guys do at home to spend time? Cuz for me minutes are passing like hours and hours pass like days.. Gosh it is boring!!

Of course we all rather get bored that get the virus but still, you know what i mean...

So sorry for all the stupid talking, just wanted to let some ot the thoughts out. Feeling lonely is the worst...

I truly deeply hope that all of you moms and future moms are ok! God i miss my mom!!

Pregnant During Coronavirus