I just found out yesterday that I am expecting!

I have a 4 year old daughter and two boys, 19 months and 4 months and am currently about 5 weeks pregnant with baby number 4 😧 .

I just got out of a long-term very toxic, abusive relationship... I have only known my new boyfriend for 3 months, we havent even said I love you yet and now we are expecting a baby. i am 23 and he is 26. He has a 5 year old daughter who he has primary custody of, he is an amazing dad.

He accepts me and my kids and has already been the nicest boyfriend ive had. I know you can only know a person so much after only 3 months but my family and friends also think he is a nice guy and they have never liked any of my past boyfriends. he is good to me, owns his own business and actually puts in the effort to get to know me and spend time with me and my kids. He has been single for 4 years because he hasnt found anyone he wanted to date before me, his family welcomed me and my kids with open arms.

He has said before he will make me a happy wife one day and I know its only been 3 months but I have never felt so comfortable around someone, it just feels right!

He is excited about the baby and said he will be there for us 💙 .

I know it will be hard having 4 kids so close in age, im currently on mat leave so I know going back to my job isnt going to be an option but he is willing to support us finanically. i will also be getting about 2100 a month for child tax and he makes good money, so money wont be a problem for us, im not concerned about that.

i dont know if I am strong enough to handle 4 young kids. I have thought about abortion, I am 23 and have only known this man 3 months, but another part of me feels like its going to be okay.

we are both making the decision to commit to one another... I just really hope everything works out.

I havent felt this happy and excited in a long time.

Any advice and similar experiences would be great to hear!!

thank you to anybody that read this and hopefully theres someone out there that can relate!

lots of love and light , 😊😀

Ava (now 4) , Luke (19mo) , James 4 months

babys daddy 😊

and one with him and his daughter, Thera. 😊

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