WARNING: 🙈🙉🙊THIS IS OUR STORY @ 100 PROOF & IT'S NOTHING NICE!#TheHairstons

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FIRST & FOREMOST I'm tired of being the bigger person in situations,tired of letting shit slide off my shoulders & I will NOT apologize for my attitude or feelings towards anyone these past few months! I expected that at very least that the closest friends & family to me would be comforting,empathetic,sympathetic,loving and warm. Just as I can confidently say I would be for them in any horrible situation they found them self in. Instead I was judged, ridiculed , talked about, ignored, put on the back burner& had more backs turned on me than I could count! I am truly at a point of darkness that I cannot seem to get out of ! These past 2 years have had more downs than ups for sure; & let me also begin by saying !!!! NO!!!! BITCH I DiD Not GET WHAT I DESERVED. OR NO! I DID NOT REAP WHAT WAS SOWED! & NO! THIS WAS NOT KARMA FOR SOME EVIL I'VE DONE! BEFORE YOU FIX YOUR CROOKED FACE TO EVEN LET ONE OF THOSE STATEMENTS COME SPEWING LIKE VENOM OUT OF YOUR MOUTH! I am far from a perfect person but one thing I can tell you is I care and love hard! I have NEVER done anything remotely terrible to anyone ever. What my husband & I did do was be hard working very involved , deeply loving parents to our children & grandchildren as much as humanly pissible!

What we did do is fall on bad luck! After getting a gorgeous home and new vehicle & wanting to work towards establishing more we made the decision he would pick up a 2nd job so I could go back to school to be able to fulfill my dream of having a specific career that I knew was my calling! After finishing 2 semesters one of his jobs filed bankruptcy and went out of business with no warning, but just a corporate letter handed out to employees in their payroll checks a week shy of a month! Searching frantically for work unsuccessfully it left no choice but for me to drop out of my Algebra classes I was just enrolled in for the fall. Still searching for work and now me joining in on searching for ANYTHING myself.We both ended up finding a few shitty odds & ends jobs. With a house full of our baby's ...... teenagers down to the one baking in the oven we made the very apprehensive decision to do what we had to do to get the bills off our shelf , keep a roof over our heads,and school clothes on our children's backs . We began hustling....most definitely not our first choice as I explained above more of a last resort! Not because we are lazy individuals that wanted to make fast money & Not because we are stupid uneducated ghetto ass people......I say all that because I've actually heard all of it being said behind our backs especially from fake ass family members believe it or not smfh! At the exact same time while these people have grinned & smiled in our faces😊!

* So as the saying goes with bad actions, (even if they are out of total desperation) come reactions.

....It's just the law of science! We played chef and baked ourselves a cake created of bad vibes straight from the deepest pits of Hell😈😟😭that we had no choice but to eat !

The frosting 🎂on this cake from Hell was loss! Loss of my home, Loss of my Job, Loss of my younger children and loss of my little Bro! This cake was frosted all within a 12 month period . So the wounds are still soul deep and have not began to heal at all ! So forgive us for not being in a holiday spirit, smiling more often when you see us, being social and wanting to get out of the house, keeping in better contact with calling or texting more often. Some days getting to sleep without a migraine from hysterically crying, remembering to breathe through my many anxiety attacks , getting out of no bed in the morning to deal with another day without those I miss and love require more energy than I can possibly bere! My husband instills his strength within mè and without him I can say I don't think I would have pushed myself this far🙇 and I am grateful but I also worry about him because he is just as broken without our children as I am and I don't want to drain his strength to fill mine smh. If you have even made it to the end of this blog you obviously have proven your patience and compassionate side to even bother reading as much . Please keep those same qualities when speaking with us! #Godbless & #Goodvibes✌

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