So I’m a mommy to a beautiful 2.5 year old and one week old baby girls … and they are my world , I wouldn’t change them for anything in this world …there my reason for everything , the reason I wake up , but I can’t help but feeling like I’m a shitty mom and that I’m failing , I feel like my babies deserve so much better than me .. I feel like my 2.5 year old isn’t getting enough of my attention , and that she’s acting up to get my attention , and that she feels left out and neglected and I hate for her to feel that way.. my husband try’s to tell me that she’s 2.5 and that she’s just wild sometimes .. but I feel like I’m failing my babies .. I just wanna be the best mom I can be .. sometimes when there both sleeping i just stare at them and think to myself they deserve so much better.. I thought about talking to my doctor about how I feel but scared to cause I don’t wanna be put on medication, because I’m exclusively breastfeeding .. but honestly I think I have slight ppd ( i never think about hurting myself or my babies … just feeling like I’m not a good enough mommy & that I’m failing my babies) **pics of my beautys so post don’t get lost **

March 2022 Babies!