Discouraged

Jeana • My boyfriend and I have lost babies and we really want to have one together. We have had three miscarriages and have lost four babies. We were pregnant with twins. Maybe this will help us.
I just feel lousy, I want to give up. I can't post on FB because I don't want to hear a bunch of people say negative things about us trying. I am getting depressed. Sometimes I ask why would God send me babies and have them be taken from me, then not to even get pregnant again... Especially with a miracle. I don't know what to do. I can't take it anymore.