34 days left

I have 34 days left till my due date. And I'm having such a hard time with how much weight I've gained and how swollen I am. I'm 5'3 and have gained 39lbs. And I have the "mask of pregnancy" on my face. (It looks like huge black heads all over my face) coverup doesn't even touch it.  I'm so self conscious and don't even like going out of the house any more. EVERYTIME I look in the mirror I just bawl.