Awful thought no judging

Suky • Mama to be 😇 Mu little Rainbow 🌈 will be here in September 🐣 I love her already
This might sound stupid but i take the bus evryday to work n the bus is always full of disable teenage n babes  , its just make feel very scared n awful n horrible thought if my baby will have problems seriously it make me sad n i have this thought each day bc i take the bus n i just can not stop thinking abt it i cry n cant take it out of my head 😖😖😖