Just a little help plz?!☔️

I am 10 weeks pregnant and very happy about my growing little nugget.! However my moods lately are very wild and out of place for me. I get so mad very quickly! I cry very easily.! I have thought about suicide.! Are there any mommy groups or hotlines I could dial. Sometimes I just need to vent. I don't have any friends. Just someone help guide me into the right direction plz.