Anyone else?

Does anyone else get frustrated when they get a negative pregnancy test but see all these horrible people around them having babies? I kinda feel like a bad person but I've been TTC for a while now and all I see on Facebook is girls from high school addicted to drugs getting pregnant and having babies that are born addicted to heroin or other drugs. A family member of mine was drinking at her baby shower and has been drinking her entire pregnancy. It just makes me angry that people who don't take care of themselves or their babies are the ones that always get pregnant and I'm over her desperately wanting one but still haven't gotten pregnant