Unhappy.

Right now I'm truly contemplating on just giving up. I feel like God has put me on this earth as amusement simply because I cannot find happiness anywhere. I want someone in my life to make me happy and I feel like it's never going to happen. I've never had happiness and never will. I will never have a partner or family or friends who love me. And care about me. So why the hell am I here and what did I do to deserve a life of unhappiness