this feeling ...

hey, so I've been with mybf for 2 years. When we first got together it was so perfect 😍 we didn't even plan on being together, it just sorta happen. Well, lately (past 6 months) we've been constantly fighting and arguing .. We break up and get back together and the cycle tends to repeat. 😞 we have good days but we also have really bad days. I'm starting to feel as if I'm not making him happy or something. I do everything I can .. I just finished college on October & have been trying to find jobs in my field since but no luck. I get the feeling he thinks I'm mooching off of him. His mom & sister thinks I'm bad news, when I've done nothing wrong . I don't know if it's just me, but I feel like our relationship has ran its course😔 I love him so much, & I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. I'm only 22, he's 25, but I know what I want. He doesn't make me feel loved appreciated beautiful, worthy, nothing. And I'm slipping into a heartbreaker coma. Any suggestions