Not sure what to do..

I don't feel like im overreacting when I ask to know where my husband is going what he is doing what not because he had broken my trust almost a year ago. But to him it seems like its no big deal that he goes out and doesn't tell me to much of anything and than stays out for hours on end. I have been depressed because of it and I have been feeling so lonely this is our third child and I want this one to be a good experience not a bad one like my first two. I feel I should get out but I have no where to go or any money or a car cause he controls all of that. So I been staying and being emotionally put down by him, his words and his actions. I just am not sure where to turn anymore