So here I am dead sleep last night and I randomly woke up and found myself thinking about how I will be giving birth in just a few short months! (I'm a little over six months pregnant) well it wasn't like oh well I'm giving birth hmm moments ... It was one of the OMG either my vagina will be ripping open or my belly will be getting sliced in just a few short months moments.... Literally FREAKED out. I just laid here next to my hubby (who was sound asleep) freaking out and thinking OMG I'm going to be a mom and as happy as that makes me I am terrified. Ugh help . Lol