I was with and stuck by my children's father for over a year he has mentally and emotionally ran me down I pushed my family and friends away for him I put up with everything he threw at me when I have never been this way I would never deal with disrespect or someone trying to control me or break me down like a dumbass I did believing he could change I'm not 13 going on 14 weeks pregnant with my third our second and he decides he can't deal with me anymore today when I'm going through so so much .I know I did it to myself but damn am I that bad when I was there when no one else was time and again ? See I'm even second guessing my own self worth now and I have no one there for me so broken....another broken home.