Cheaters
I met my current boyfriend while he was in another relationship. He told me things were very complicated and difficult between them, and I felt bad about talking to him because we liked eachother but I trusted we could just be friends since we would be seeing each other often anyway (at school).
As I got to know him, he told me he was still with his girlfriend because she had severe mental issues, like depression and anxiety and often suffered from suicidal thoughts. He told me he didn't love her anymore and hadn't for a long time.. But still cared about her and didn't want anything to happen to her while she was getting help.
I also learned she would threaten to kill herself if he left her or do other harmful things to herself. I see how hard it was to leave her for these reasons... But even all the while he was talking to me and eventually confessed how helplessly in love he was with me and that he had never felt that way before. We did kiss a couple of times and we called each other all the time. I was also extremely in love with him, so it was a hard situation for 2 years until they finally were able to break up without anyone being physically hurt.
We just recently celebrated our 1st anniversary and I've never been happier in my life. I truly feel madly in love.
Still... I can't help but think about him cheating on his ex with me. I wonder if he is capable of doing that to me, although he constantly professes that he's in love with me. I don't know if I should just get over it.. Or keep my eye out. Sometimes it really gets me down, because I am completely in love with him. I read about so many men being cheaters and on tv it always happening. My dad was also an adulterer so that might be contributing. I guess I'm just seeking what other girls have experienced in a similar situation.
Sorry this was extensively long... Had to get this out there.
Comment
Add Comment
Let's Glow!
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.
