Today reaffirmed why I love my boyfriend more than anything
So, this week has been the most anxious week of my life. I was 5days late but gettin BFN so I was waiting to see if we really were having a baby or my body just hates me. So it turns out my body was playing an April fools joke and AF arrived today- I was so upset that I had to go hide in the toilets at work n have a cry. I told him that it was a false alarm and I was really upset.
He messaged me back telling me consoling things like ' we haven't tried that hard, we can make improvements in our diet and exercise and try more frequently' etc then he started talking about ovulation and things to improve fertility and how his friend& his partner tried like crazy for months before they got pregnant. I had no idea he had been looking up these things and had even told his friend. We don't really talk about ttc much cos I figured he wasn't really interested in the technical details.
I told him as much and he simply said ' I may act like I'm not interested but I listen to every little thing you have said, if I didn't know I would look it up because I should know what you know. I have to keep up with you because you need me. And I love you, you are my everything. Please don't be sad because it will happen, we will try harder'
I had no idea he had secretly been trying his hardest to find out all he could about getting pregnant because it is so important to me and he wants to know what we can and should do so he can support me rather than me explaining and suggesting and pushing. The most special thing is he isn't doing it for praise or reward cos he did it secretly he is doing is because he is (quietly) devoted and tries to learn more about me than I give away.
This is why I love him, this is why he will be the father of my children and he will be my husband.
Sorry for the slushiness I just had one of those moments to remind me why I truly love this man- anyone else have those?
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