Stressed

Amanda
Well I'm stressed out to the max. I had 3 early miscarriages first in 2006 I was 16 then 2 in 2012 I have PCOS and I stopped ovulating on my own my doctor put me on clomid in July going from Thyroid, testosterone, and insulin levels from February 2014 he told me they were fine found out I was pregnant September 7th and it was confirmed September 10th by HCG levels at the ER. Levels doubled then rose, then dropped, dropped, rose, rose, declined, then elevated and elevated again. My old OBs nurse practitioner called me on her day off to inform me that the hormone levels he had went by in February were out of wack the thyroid was low testosterone and insulin were elevated. Doctors (fertility clinic specialists) claimed it was a missed miscarriage and did a D&C didn't find any pregnancy tissue they deemed the pregnancy ectopic. I was given a dose of methotrexate on October 3rd and my levels have been back to 0 since October 24th. Now playing the waiting game until AF shows her ugly face then supposedly I can ttc again but not really. Now the specialist I am going to wants to do the recurring miscarriage work up scheduled for December 19th. So sick of waiting. I was so excited and now I'm just so heartbroken and praying for 2 pretty pink lines again. Any Advice?