First BFP, first loss.

Dani
We've been TTC for about 5 months now. Got a faint BFP Oct 28th, then a stronger, darker line on the 29th, and even darker the 30th. 
​On Nov 2nd I began spotting and DH took me straight to the hospital. Bloodwork concluded that I had had a chemical/clinical. 
​We're devastated. Told our families, because we were so excited. Even started shopping for a new car (since we currently only have a 2-door). 
​DH has taken the week off work to be with me, and to recover emotionally. I just don't know where to go from here. I'm almost afraid to try again, to get a BFP again, because I feel like I will automatically expect the worst.