Too scared to test

Alice • John?
According to glow, af was due on monday and still no sign. I am not bloated and dont have sore breasts. Feel abit nauseous on a morning and im forever needing the toilet but abit constipated. Sorry tmi. Just wondering if anyone else ever gets too nervous to test? Dont think i could face another bfn! Does it sound possible though? It was also my first cycle using preseed