What I wish I could tell my husband right now

Gabby
Right now, you're snoring quietly with our lovable dog (who is also snoring, almost in unison with you). What I wish I could tell you is that although I love the life that we have built and are continually building together, something is missing for me. No, it's not you, you don't lack a single thing. You're my dream come true in a best friend, a lover, a husband, and a partner. We're not perfect, but together we can and have made it through everything. 
The last 6 years have been the best ones of my life, but since the day I saw that once positive line, fade away and not come back, something was missing for me. 
Maybe you're scared, OK, I know you're scared. But so am I. I'm terrified of actually giving birth, despite my desire to be a mother. I'm terrified I'll never be able to give you your own bloodline. The longer we wait, the more that terror grows. 
I know you're not ready to try again, but I am. We've built our home, now please, let's try and build our family. 
How can I convince you it's the right time?