I know its bad
So I found out Im having a boy my third one. I was praying and wishing on a girl.. Turne out God had other plans for me. So now my best friend is 4 wks behind me pregnant and .. She is having a girl! Im over here seeing her anouncement and I cant help but feel resentment .. Dont get me wrong Im happy for her she had an abortion at 18 has had 2 miscarriages and 2 wks before this pregnancy had just had a miscarriage. She deserves to be able to know what it feels like to be a mother she is 28 and was anxiously wanting a family , I just feel like my wishes were not granted. I dont know if its hormones or just my feelings are hurt I just feel bad and I know I want anymore kids.. Im 29 young but ,
My hubby didnt want any more kids. I begged and begged for another child and he refused to to have anymore before this pregnancy so I prayed and prayed and it happened after 4 yrs I thought for sure it would be a hirl but Im having my third boy.
I wanted a little princess so bad😢
Please dont get me wrong I love my little angel, I know he is a blessing and I cant wait to meet him but it has taken me wks to stop crying and questioning God as to why?
My mother tried for 11 yrs to have me (I have 2 older brothers).. Im I the only one going through this? I wish I wasnt feeling this, I feel like a spoiled little brat!
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