Still sleeps with a stuffy

When I was 12 my mom took me to build a bare work shop and got me polar bear they  are my favorite animal and ever since I've had her I've snuggle with her and I still do even though I'm pregnant  with my first and married my husband doesn't mind it I've ask him about he doesn't care.Im I justinsecure or what I can't sleep unless I'm snuggling with the bare witch I've name her Lucy I thought it could be because i had a very tramaic child hood