Lately I have had horrible time...I'm trying to get through school so my SO and I moved to better afford it. Well ever since we moved here he can't find a job and our bills are eating us alive. I can only work so many hours and what I make (min wage) just isn't covering it. I have prayed so many times but things just keep getting worse...I just had a check bounce, had an amenity disconnected, and on top of all that I got a call that my grandpa isn't doing very well and has to have another heart surgery. Idk what I did to make God so angry at me and I'm trying to have faith in him through all this crap because I know in the end he will provide me with what I need but geez...I can only handle so much. ?