Hi ladies! I'm feeling really defeated today. My PCOS diagnosis is very new and I'm still struggling with its implications. My doctor told me that my case is not severe as I have had 3 "normal" cycles in 5 months. I know I ovulated this month because I felt it and then had it confirmed by an ultrasound that I had scheduled to obtain my PCOS diagnosis. My doctor told me I should have a "normal" cycle this month since I did ovulate. My period was due Saturday (4/9). Normally I spot for a couple of days before my period but this month there was nothing. I've also not had any of my "normal" af warnings. I woke up Saturday cramping like af was going to start and then nothing happened. I had the same cramping though less severe today and yesterday. I'm irritable and feel like crying pretty much all the time. My boobs are swollen and uncomfortable. I had milky white discharge all last week and now I'm pretty much dry. Cervix is high and fairly soft. Despite all of this I've taken 3 pregnancy tests over the last few days and they're all negative. If im having all these symptoms shouldn't I get a bfp if I am pregnant or is it possible to have a multitude of pregnancy symptoms, be pregnant, and still get a bfn? I'm really at a loss for what is happening in my body and it is super frustrating. At this point I'm just praying for af though a bfp would be nice too. My doctor told me if i go much longer than 35 days w/o af to call her for progesterone to start my period, but I would really rather do this as naturally as possible, especially since we've only been trying for 5 months. Help!