Don't think it will happen

I was talking to my husband about being pregnant and how I would like to do it before I am 30 as I am rh- and also have a very high risk of gestational diabetes and anytime after 3p it's going to be really hard. After I said that he said well I see where you are coming from and after you telling me all this stuff that can go wrong it makes me want to have a child with someone else. He followed that with I love you and want to have a child with you but I don't want to.domit until.i am 35. I am.not having another kid after after I am 30. So I guess I will not be blessed with another child (I have 2 amazing boys). This might kill my marriage and I am very sad.