I cannot control these feelings. I love my husband.

I'm posting this anonymous and have worked up the courage to post this over the last few days. Is it normal to kind of feel "like what if" after getting married young. I've been married for two years and I'm only 20. No one forced me, I love my husband and am glad I got married at a young age. We've been together since we were 14. I just kind of wonder, because I'm in college and I'm surrounded by people my age dating and partying, and I think all of the time I never really got that. I miss the chase and the awkwardness. Sometimes I think how cool it would be to experience that, then I look at my husband and think, no way I wouldn't trade him for anything. You know like the grass is always greener on the other side. Is this normal? Will I have periods of this throughout my marriage? I've also been having dreams that I'm cheating on him. Weird because I've never ever even thought of cheating. I wouldn't be having sex, kissing, or even touching the person, I guess just grow feelings in the dream (and it's always a famous person in the dream, no one I actually know.) I don't know what to do. Please give me tips or something. Please don't put me down, we should all be lifting each other up on this app. And before anyone tells me I'm a terrible person, you cannot control thoughts or feelings. You can only control actions.