Two week wait secrets/weird habits

Brittney
What do you secretly do during your two week wait that you don't usually tell people about.  I take ovulation prediction test because getting a negative one of them is was less depressing then getting a negative pregnancy test. But I just gotta pee on something. 
I also know that it is a miracle if I'm pregnant and when I start to feel period symptoms my brain makes them all pregnancy symptoms. Like my boobs hurt every month but I'm still like maybe I'm pregnant. 
I walk down the pregnancy test aisle then don't buy a pregnancy test.
As Glow has so wonderfully reminded me we have been trying for over a year and need to seek professional help now which we are going to but I can still hope right.