I feel like I'm married to myself.

I am 8 1/2 months pregnant and I struggle with depression and anxiety.

My husband is so insensitive to the reason WHY, so he yells at me and makes me feel stupid for being depressed.

He committed adultery last month, he refused to find a job to pay bills so now we are back to sleeping on the floor, he puts his friends first, he loves talking to other women etc. I'm just getting so fed up.

I don't feel attractive anymore I feel ugly I feel like I don't measure up to who he sees as perfect. Haven't been able to work my whole pregnancy. I'm so sad😪😪😪