Complaining & guilt

But honestly I'm trying so hard to keep my mouth shut about it and not complain. I feel guilty if I do complain, and I feel guilty accepting any kind of sympathy because of my symptoms. I wanted to get pregnant, I'm lucky to be pregnant, and I've seen far too many of my friends struggle with infertility and suffer terrible losses. I guess I just don't want to be insensitive to anyone who's struggling but I also can't help but talk about what I'm feeling right now. It just makes me feel so bad when I throw up and then my husband makes a fuss over me, or when my mom is trying to bend over backwards to make sure I'm okay. I mean, I'm not sick. I asked for this, and am so blessed with something so many other people only wish for. I can't help but feel SO guilty!!!