Hating pregnancy again!

Jasmyn • Mum of one beautiful little girl, pregnant with no.2
I had hyperemisis gravidarum (severe vomiting in pregnancy) in my first pregnancy with my daughter and have it back with this one 😞 nothing I eat stays down. I can't even keep water down. I'm 8+5 and hate it so much! I just think of what I went through with my daughter and dread this pregnancy. With my daughter it was horrific I swore I would never do it again. But with a new partner etc. 
I am on medication but it still doesn't help much, I feel nauseous ALL the time, I struggle to get out of bed yet alone take care of my 2 1/2yr old. It's going so slow. I want labour already!! 😩😩 I don't know how I'm going to do this.