Period 3 days late... Negative test! I give up 😔

I have just sat and sobbed my heart out for an hour... My period is late by 3 days and I did a test today and it was negative... But now I'm starting to get period pains... Aunt flow is on her way 😔😢💔 13 months of trying and nothing... Been arguing all day with my boyfriend 😔 he's supportive and caring but he's not dealing with the disappointment either 💔 just to to find the strength to believe that we will be blessed with a baby soon 💔