My son cries and cries and CRIES when I put him in his crib at night to go to sleep! I let him cry himself to sleep sometimes!! I feel like a horrible mother. I have bipolar disorder and its taking a toll on me! 😔 I'm getting help and taking meds! Im also a FTM, my DH works a 12hr shift everyday and its just me and the baby all day everyday!!! Is crying it out ok or am I a bad mother?