1 month since miscarriage

And I'm still struggling emotionally. Its been hard....really hard. I couldn't even look at a baby or pregnant woman. I broke down in Walmart when I walked passed the baby clothes. My fiancé had to go to the er for his back....a newborn started crying and I lost it. Now we think I'm pregnant again and I'm having period like cramps. If I lose another baby idk how I can deal with it.....I cried while driving him to work this morning I'm so scared. I just needed to vent a little