My marriage is over...

So my husband and I do nothing but fight. He always resorts to yelling in my face and turning everything on me, taking no fault for his own actions. Last week, I smacked a door in anger. He came at me with his fist in the air, screaming in my face that I would never disrespect HIS house again. And then he punched the door until there was a huge hole. I haven't been able to get this out of my mind. So yesterday I texted my cousin to see if her rental property was still vacant, as I feared Nick was becoming abusive. She texted my entire family, who sent the cops to my house at 10pm last night, and then came and forcibly removed me to my brother's house. Now my husband is blowing me up explaining to me why this is all my fault and how much he gave up to marry me. I can't do it anymore. So it seems my journey to motherhood is put on pause once again. And now I have to figure out what to do.