I missed my period

Ok so I missed my period I don't want to test be cos am sick of getting my hopes up only to be let down I have bin trying nearly 3 years and had two miscarriages in that time am due to start taking clomed on my next period but it didint arrive just need a bit of hope or some good old friendly advise it's so emotionally draining is any one with me I think we all need some one to let it all out to be cos it can be so upsetting to keep talking about it with your partner God bless and baby dust to u all🙏🏼😇👍