Baby Fever!!

I have experience baby fever before, but it is worse than before. I have been with my husband for 5 years and we recently got married 2 weeks ago. Logically I think that yes I need to wait because I live with my sister and I am currently unemployed. But the most upsetting thing is that I am trying to join the military and I cannot get pregnant. But I am at a stand still. I have no idea when I can officially join and my emotions are on high. I want a baby, but I also want to join the military now. Just grrr