Masturbation

My situation is that I am a virgin and haven't yet once had a boyfriend not been on a date before. So how you may be thinking this relates to masterbation? Well, when I think about that situation and that I've masurbated a few times, thinking I shouldn't die who knows I might meet a cute guy real soon. I don't want to be in that sorta horny feeling you get when you first decide to masturbate and even while your doing it. What are your thoughts?