Pregnancy from hell.

OK I just need to vent I think and I will feel a little bit better. I have been ringed around my entire pregnancy! It all started at nine weeks when I got the blood test. I originally got the blood test because I wanted to know the sex early it's my first and I'm very excited. During the blood test I was told that I carry an extra X chromosome. So that my daughter could have learning disabilities. Which was hard to hear but we accepted it in a heart beat. Then  they ruled that out and said it was my extra chromosome because i had learning disabilities my whole life. ADHD/ ADD. But i grew out of them by 5th grade. ADD has followed me my whole life.  After that they told me that everything was fine and I had nothing to worry about. A few months down the road like to I went to an ultrasound and they told me I had way too much fluid around the baby and sent me back to high-risk. High-risk thought they were in sane and said that it was a little bit on the higher side but definitely on the normal side and sent me back to my normal doctor. Then I started craving ice. Really bad they tested me and found out I am anemic. Then I had to do my Gastro diabetes test. I passed with flying colors then three weeks later I had another ultrasound. They told me once again I had too much fluid but didn't send me to the high-risk since high-risk told me that it was normal. Then I was just at the doctor three days ago 36 weeks three days. I had another ultrasound because high-risk ordered it just to make me feel better. During this ultrasound I found out that I have way too much fluid. To where it's not healthy. They send me home freaking out telling me that I need to take another Gastro diabetes test because that could be why I have too much fluid. So I go home the next morning I drink the solution and I show back up at the doctors office I take my test they send me home wondering. Then the next day I get a phone call that I passed my test they told me that if I passed my test then that means there is something wrong with my baby to where my baby is not swallowing everybody in my family heard the doctor tell me that. Because at my ultrasound she told me if I didn't have diabetes then there was something wrong with the baby. Which freaks any mother to be out. Yesterday the doctor was not in so they couldn't tell me what my next step was. Today I find out my next step is on Tuesday I have to go to a high risk factor for them to figure out what is wrong with the baby. But my doctor on the phone the same one who told me that if I failed the diabetes test and that it meant there was something wrong with the baby had a completely different outlook. She told me that sometimes babies just have a lot of fluid around them and it's normal. I am so mind blowing right now because I am freaking out and stressing out and can't keep my emotions in order. I feel like my doctors office just says whatever the hell they want to say without even knowing what they're talking about. Now I have to wait all the way until Tuesday to go see a high-risk doctor. I am freaking out if there is something wrong with my baby if there is something I could do but I don't know what to do I am going to be 37 weeks tomorrow I could go into labor when ever they told me that women who have a lot of fluid and go into labor usually have stillbirth. Yes my doctor told me that. Who tells a mother to be that without them having more information on what's wrong with her baby? I am freaking terrified to even move because I am scared I will go into labor. I need somebody to ease my mind.  Sorry for that long rant I really just needed to get it out there and off my chest because I am going completely crazy.