Considering Adoption

I'm finally realizing that I literally having nothing or nobody in my corner... And the child's father completely abandoned me. I'm not a teen, but I'm still pretty young. I'm so afraid that I won't be able to provide my baby with the things he needs and wants... I am truly heartbroken, because the father and I wanted him here...and now he wants nothing to do with my baby. ( and no he showed no signs, in the beginning) shut is just so crazy. And the father is financially stable, that's why I made the choice to keep him😞.. Now I don't know what to do.