Very worried need hope :( Am I the only one that's been trying for 4 years + to get pregnant with first child.

Hi there I am new to glow. And hoping I can find the support I need. My current bf and I have been together for almost 4 years. And I tried charting my ovulation. With no luck. However prior to him I was engaged and my ex and I had also tried for 6 years off and on. I need support. I'm now 33 years old. And watched every female I know now have their 2nd n 3rd child. I once cried at the site of my period. I've learned as I've gotten older to take a breath. But I'm just missing that part of my life " motherhood". Any advice stories you can share with me on any difficult journeys. Will help. I definitely need friends to talk to who are going threw or have been threw this rollercoaster. And this is where you ladies come in. Thank you in advance and if any of you have time or need support with me I'd love for friendships here.