So I have 2 miscarriages in the last year? The 1st one was back in June, and the 2nd was this past March. I would still be pregnant if I did not loose it. They both would have been girls. I always say if I have a girl it was goin to be Savanah so that was baby 1. Then when they told us the 2nd was a girl 2 we wanted the name to be kinda like the 1st so she was Serena. Both their middle name is Rose. I have Christmas ornaments and a tattoo for them. I was 18 weeks with both so they were babies. I was talking to someone today and they told me that they had a one and did not name it and because I did that is probably why it hurts so bad. But she also was not as far as I was and it did not look like a baby. Both of mine did. It is like she wanted me to for get them. But even if I did not get stuff for them and name them I would still think of the everyday. They were a part of my for 18 weeks. Then I want a child so bad. To see others that dont want kids, or dont care of their children have them makes it hurts even more. Cuz why can they have a child and me that knows bout kids, done it the right way got married then tryed lost 2 in a year. All it has done is make me sacred to have sex and sacred to get pregnant again. I just want to know what u all think. Would like to here from someone who knows what I am dealing with? If u dont have any kids do u still celebrate mothers day?