Mind blown!
So, my husband and I have been ttc for a year now. Gone through endometriosis removal, had an HSG, gotten CM tests, he's had 2 specimen samples, ultrasound, and his endocrine system checked.. We await his results till this week.
I find out as he down plays the amount that he "only" masturbates 1-2 times per week..
WHAT!?!?!?
I'm now no longer surprised that I've never gotten pregnant. I even asked him to stop doing this at one point during our 1st year of TTC. I'm just honestly so flipping mad and hurt and appalled right now that I don't even know how to have a reasonable conversation about this.
And yes I'm venting and yes I'm going to get told "maybe he doesn't really want to be ttc right now" but he insists that he does and gets upset every month I get af.
But he seriously just put a knife through my heart.. Oh and it's the most important day to have sex, according to GLOW... So that won't be happening since I've "been shut out and his walls are up"
I just don't get it. I've dressed up, been the initiatiator, been ready and willing.. And now this.. I'm about to throw the towel in and say I freaking quit!
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