These dreams are going to drive me crazy. I have been having dreams now for a good month. Nightly, even at nap time with my July '14 baby. I know our dreams are more vivid and memorable, but it's gotten to the point Im afraid to go to sleep. Everything from swimming for what seems like days to keep me and lo safe, to being shot point blank while wearing my lo and everywhere in between. Now today I had a three part dream where I lost the baby and was wearing baby in a necklace, I'm assuming I has them cremated then put in a necklace in type of thing. I was walking this dream, and had to walk cross country from Ohio to Nevada to see my best friend. But the only thing is, she died last August. Needless to say, just woke up in tears.. What is up with these sad and painful dreams...