Help me

Alyssa
I've been dealing with anxiety, depression, paranoia and a panic disorder for as long as I can remember and they are all getting so bad that I can barely get out of bed. I've missed so much school and I don't hangout with my SO as much because of it. He knows about them but doesn't know how to help me and he doesn't understand what they are. I know I should feel safe around him but I just don't feel safe around anyone and I need some help and I'm not sure how to help myself.