My vent!!! Sorry!!!

He treats me so bad and it sucks cuz we can't even talk. I bend over backwards for this man and for him to turn around and tell me if we argue I'm not going to kiss ur ass. Really it's reassurance not ass kisses. He tells me I love u and ask r u sure and it's a fight. Maybe cuz he doesn't show me like he used to. I make more $ than him and I help him so much and it like he slaps me back in face. Why can't I just let him go. I feel weak for being here and him talking shit to me like I'm a nobody.