When will it be my turn? :(

14 cycles of trying and no sign of bfp...both tested and all tests are normal. Did one month of clomid which was absolutely miserable. So miserable that I rather not get pregnant then take it again. Plus clomid didn't really do much for me as far as follicles go. This month we're doing self injections, super scared. Trying to stay positive while EVERYONE in my close circle get pregnant after one, two months of trying... Trying to be happy for them, while still dealing with not getting pregnant...hard stuff. Please tell me there are more people in the same boat? Lol